I feel broke.. very broke.. especially now that i've dropped the 2nd kid within 2 weeks, plus spending 1.3k within the same 2 week as well. I'm really feeling the pinch. real bad.. Going thru a dry season, havent' been thru one for the past 2.5yrs le.. sighz.. how am i still going to go for my Grad trip next May? How am i suppose to be my sis waterboy when she takes her wedding shots in glascow and eddinberg ? How am i suppose to survive on $32o a month ?

I really wonder..

The only good thing is that I've more time for my training, and studies.. dont' know is good or bad...