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Some how I became the MKT grp leader. Nobody didn't want to do it, and the piece of contact list just landed on my table. So just took it up. Can see the shock on their faces when the tutor said pts will be awarded. Lol. They must be "cursing" inside themselves.

Realised one thing today. MOST girls can't open the combi lock. Haha.. Still did a survey to justify that its a general girls problem, and not one individual =P *looking around *

Being having migrane for the past few days. Just can't focus properly. Attention span shorter than normal. Don't know what's wrong as well. To make things worst, I just drew up the list of things coming up in Feb, its terribly packed. PLUS during CNY, I'm traditionally super busy with all the visiting of relatives... So many to " bai fang " . haiz. How ?!?

Saw this while buying Chicken rice in Sci Canteen. Thought the msg it brings across is rather strong.

Clumsy me..

Can't believe how 'Lucky' I was.. Falling down twice in a row within the same night, at the SAME spot some more. ARhz.. Was walking down the path to des's room, slipped down the slippery grasses. TWICE. once when i ended bridge, second time, after I came back from Edrei's grandma's wake. don't know its luckily or unluckily, it hit my left knee instead of my already cui right knee. So now, its both knees with bruises/ injury. lol.

Received an urgent Sms from lynal at 0030am, last night, (or is it morning), informing me that it was the last night for Edrei's grandma's wake. So lynal, gimsen and me, dashed down with immediate notice.. I guess that's the least we could do for our 'brother', was to be there. A bit of a super last min, but there wasn't any time to decide further. so.. just do it..

Came back late again.. How i really wish that I'm staying in sch. Its really a chore to come back all the way around 12, only to leave for sch again within 7hrs. Sighz..

Oh.. Lin showed me a psychology book, and it was talking abt the chicken and the egg qn. Some theorist came up with it, and said its final that the Egg came first. Reason being, a bird had some mutation within itself, and produced the egg, which contained the genes that the current chicken that we know. and it grew up succesfully. Well, It sounds reasonable to me, and refute my previous arguement that chicken came first, cos the mutated chicken need to come from the egg too.

Though a chicken could have grown up as a duck, but mutated to become a chicken somehow before laying an egg too.. So chicken may have came first too. Who knows what has exactly happend. lol..

Bone marrow

Went to reg as a bone marrow donor this afternoon. Consulted my mum regarding this, and the first thing she said was. " wei she mo you zhuo chu zhe zhong shi ". She understand that I've been a regular blood donor, but don't know why I will choose to go to such extent. The chances of finding a match for bone marrow patient is 1 in 20,000. Its very rare to find one person with similar genetic structure who is willing to be a donor. Eventually, she said , take care of my body first, if I want to help others. Well.. I think she acknowledge what I'm doing is for a good cause, so gave her support =)



There's so much we could do to help the patients, the very least is to be one, who's willing to save one's life.

When there's a conflict between your heart and your mind. Which one do u follow?

Week 3

Start of week 3.. Time really flies. its already week 3, tut are starting and its time to get serious. May go MIA from many things soon.

Going a day without hp is a bit funny. ( left it at JK's house ). Not that I'll die without it. just that its troublesome, since I need to contact some ppl, and there's no hardcopy of the no. At the same time, its good, a detachment from the world for a period of time.

Decision has been made, and that should help me clear up my mind for the moment. It was a hard one to make, but life is all abt choices once again. and I've to make it. Have I taken the correct path? I don't know.. I just hope that I will not regret whatever I've done.

" Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand. " Albert Einstein

NUS pairs Open

Took part in the NUS pairs Open yesterday.. Had quite a fun time braving through all the opponents for the few hours, and managed to get a 2nd for the Students Cat. A total of 56 pairs took part, with all the veterans uncles, aunties. Whee.. Honestly, me and my partner, siew yik have already given up hope on getting any prizes. To our surprise, we heard our names being mentioned.. Haha. And I was still holding on to the medal, before passing it to our teamleader for him to present the prizes. How funny can that be, passing him the medal, only to take it from him. XD



Thereafter, went to JK's house for a gathering. Had quite a bit of food there. It was an evening full of fun, laughter, food and drinks. ONE thing that I learnt, too much oily food combine with liquor is a killing factor for me. First time I've ever vomitted because of such thing. Felt so ps to dirty the place and junkai's car. Thanks mindy and jk, for walking me up. If not I think I may have just slept at the lift. Honestly, I can't remember how I got out of jk's house, could only vaguely recall how I got into the car, sitting in the middle, threw up once/twice, with a black plastic bag. It's a disgusting feeling to be so dirty. Ps hc and lin, had to stand the stench of the vomit. and to clean up the mess that I made. hc, thanks for attending to your helpless sp here. Can't remember how I managed to get into my house, and change out somemore. Amazingly I was clean when i woke up. shorts changed as well. hmm.. I'm sure nobody helped me, cos my parents only came back at 2plus. no one was at home.. Mystery how I did it in a semi-conscious state.

Think the last 2 neat shots of Whiskey, ( its 2 glass actually) that I toast jk's sis caused it. prior to that, I was still okay. Was a bit high le, went over my body limit.. Haiz..

I will ensure that such things will not happen again. Don't like the feeling of no control over myself, or rather, don't know what I was doing.

Tree is gone

Attended Jielin's 21st Bdae just now .. Was a nice atmosphere and I guess most ppl enjoyed a good time there, gobbling down the food that keeps coming. Had a good time hanging around with them.. Somehow, still felt that something was missing... I wasn't exactly in the high mood of a party.

Anyway, this are some of the photos taken there..

This morning, while seating down in the living room, watching NBA. I heard the chainsaw working. was really loud and noisy, but didn't bother checking out what was going on, until I heard a large sound.. * crack * .. and when I turned my head to the left.. The tree that has watched me growing up for the past 22 yrs has fallen. *arhz * It has been saw-down,as it is blocking the site, where the lift up-grading work will be. Well well.. Though I've already saw it coming, but stil .. Its kinda sad to see a tree being saw into pieces. I mean.. Really pieces. sadz..

The last photo of this tree mins before its being saw off. Bye bye tree...

人的一生会遇到四个人

人的一生会遇到四个人

第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人，
第三个是最爱你的人，
第四个是共度一生的人。

首先会遇到你最爱的人，然后体会到爱的感觉；
因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；
当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，
也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；
你最爱的，往往没有选择你；
最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；
而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？
没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；
同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。
当一个人不爱你要离开你，
你要问自己还爱不爱他，
如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；
如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，
而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？
爱不是占有，
你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，
如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子—爱他的好，也爱他的坏：
爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，
绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；
分开是一种必然的考验，
如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。
两人在谈情说爱的时候，
最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，
就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：
海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!
明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；
就算会，也活不到那时候。
许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，
最好是承诺做不到的事，
反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，
请记住：”不可能实现的诺言最动人”
在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；
讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。
你呢？找到了第几个？
茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你