Life is all about priortising

Just feel much much better today. More relax, and in a happier mood. Guess its because the 2 heaviest module is over le.. Less taxing..

Life is all about priortising... There's so much things that we want to do.. but there's just so much time that we can have.. Even if you can have all the $$ in the world to do what you want, I'm sure you won't live enough to do all of it... (unless, of cos the potion of eternity is really found... for those who play Sim 2 will understand ) What should we be doing at our age now ? What's important to us and is it really that important 5 yrs down the road ? Admit it.. What we are doing now affects our future.. even if you are not going into the same field as ur studies, the higher level of education will still develop our knowledge.

When things get a bit out of hand, stop/pause for a moment to think... Is this really what you want? and is there any other things that's more important and needs to be done instead ? Most ppl say they know what they are doing, only to regret later.. me, a life example.. Sis warned me early on to study hard, stay consistent, and not take up too much things in Uni, cos the competition will be stiff... I did not heed the full advice and still did not take things too seriously.. Only to find myself trapped when I realise the heavy workload was piling and the sem is so bloody short.. barely have enough time to breathe and catch up, the Final exam is here ...

Now its almost over.. erm.. in another 5 days time.. Shall just see what atrocious results i get. the last min chionging won't pull up much, but at least salvage some grace for myself.. ( subjective .. plus HOPEFULLY .. cos totally no confidence .. Haiz.. ) Don't dare to think about it..

Can I really be hardworking and last through 3-4 yrs like that ? everyday just study and do tutorial, and come exam period, last 4 weeks, mug every other day ? Its really unbearable.. Having done that Once in Sec 2, for streaming, Once in Sec 4, Once in Yr2... that's every alternate yr... now... its TWICE every yr.. Wth...